surge like a fountain, like tide

sweet forgetfulness

gather force from the sea

yumi. 30+. PST.

no more weight on your conscience

a study in . . . imposter syndrome, generalized anxiety disorder, trauma-filled ex-SOLDIER with a sprinkle of sass along the way. a man of few words that have too much bite. written with love and adoration. forever lost in the complexity that is being emotionally mute and denying self-reflection.

with ease, i go back to the start

guidelines

yumi. 30+. he / they. PST.


following & unfollowing.I follow blogs I am interested in, and I do not expect a follow back. I usually follow people for who I have great admiration for their writing, character development, etc. Do know that I try to read your rules, character bio and whatever else I need to know to make sure you are comfortable and that I can prepare myself for any interactions between our muses. When it comes to unfollowing, I generally unfollow for various reasons, and that this is not against the mun personally. Please be aware, however, that I only roleplay with mutuals.

minors. I do not follow or interact with people below age 21 for my safety or your own. If your age is not put on your blog for me to find, I will not follow you and instead block you. I ask that you do not lie about your age for our benefit. I also keep it a rule not to follow those younger than 21, even if they are legal adults. The contents of this blog make it unreadable for those under 18 years of age, so minors are strictly prohibited from reading or engaging with me. I will block those who are underage if need be.

low activity. I do roleplaying for fun, but it isn’t always at the forefront of my mind because life often takes priority. With that in mind, this blog will remain low-activity as I work a full-time job, am a full-time University student, am a father, and have a very busy personal life in general. As stated previously, roleplaying is a nice reprieve from the busyness of my life.

NSFW content Since the character is from a very mature media source, there will be content that may not be suitable for all. These depictions may include but are not limited to violence, drugs, alcohol, blood, gore, and other dark themes. If you are uncomfortable with such subjects, I ask you not to follow for your safety. Most of this content will be tagged under their appropriate trigger warnings or, in general, NSFW tags..

portrayal. My portrayal of Cloud Strife is mostly game-based from the original iteration of FFVII, however, since I’ve enjoyed Rebirth a lot I’ve also added that in. The various games where Cloud is featured in have also been added for verses, as his character rarely changes.

anon hate / drama-free zone . In addition, I will not pick sides regarding whatever is going on in the RPC. It should be noted that I also do not keep track of who is good/bad to talk to for whatever reason. I am not here to judge anyone unless that person has shown that they are a vindictive person or has broken actual law. I roleplay on Tumblr to have a small escape from the harshness of reality and do not have the patience to care for every slight someone makes to another.

shipping. I do not condone forcing two characters together for the sake of ships, as this will cause an instant to unfollow. However, I’m all for it if the two muses come together naturally. I am a fan of slow burns, so it’s always fun to see it happen. Unless plotted otherwise or even an eventual thing, all relationships with Cloud will be platonic.With concerns involving Aerith and Tifa. I enjoy both women and see Cloud with both. Regardless of what others enjoy. If this bothers you, then please, do not follow me. I really am not here to debate the reasons why I enjoy both ladies for Cloud. Finally, when it concerns Sephiroth. I am not against the ship, I just find it incredibly complicated…per say for Cloud, which I will never not enjoy exploring should it come along.

length / plotting. I generally write the same amount as my partner unless the writing muses take me for a wild ride, and I write far too much in a feverous passion! Though I do tend to write multi-para/novella. I do not expect others to reach my length. I firmly believe in quality over quantity, so do whatever you will! I ask that it is tidy enough for me to read. I don’t see myself as good at plotting, but I do not mind bouncing ideas off each other to see what will work. Having a basis to work with makes writing much more accessible.

grammatical errors. Because English isn’t my first language and it has been a while since I’ve written in length in said language, there may be some grammar errors or spelling mistakes. Please let me know so I can remedy it as quickly as possible. I try to ensure I fix them before posting, but I am only human~!

blocking. I do not believe in softblock towards others or even myself. If you have an issue with me, please hard block me, for I will do the same for others. Blocking is usually used as a last resort on my part. However, I will block on sight if you are a personal blog interacting with my threads.

god-modding. If this happens, I may send a warning or drop the thread altogether. Please do not do it.

duplicates. I do not roleplay with duplicates for my sanity.

triggers. Personally speaking, I do not have any triggers for myself, though I am aware others might. I shall tag triggers appropriately for the safety of those who read/follow me. The only issue I may have is with trypophobia.

creator name. promo.
cassiaslair. icon border, carrd template

  name.    cloud strife.
  age.    21-24 (verse dependent).
  race.    enhanced human.
  birthday.     august 11th, 1986.
  astrological sign.     leo.
  chinese zodiac.     tiger.
  gender.     male.
  pronouns.     he / him.
  sexuality.     panromantic / demisexual.
  height.     173cm (5'8").
  weight.     weight here.
  hair color.     blonde.
  eye color.     mako blue.
  skin tone.     white.

  job occupation.    mercenary, delivery boy. ex-SOLDIER
  place of origin.     nibelheim
  home.    midgar
  affiliation.     avalanche. previously Shinra.
  family.     mother (deceased).
  marital status.     single.
  d&d alignment.     alignment here.
  mbti.     mbti here.
  likes.     likes here.
  dislikes.     dislikes here.
  virtues.     virtues here.
  flaws.     flaws here.

  miscellaneous details.     do they carry any specific weapons, jewelry, charms, etc., that may be special to them? any birth / beauty marks? any particularly specific clothing they might wear? do they smell like anything in particular, like a signature perfume? what about their demeanor? is anything about it particularly noticeable or eye-catching? do they have an eerie or off-putting aura? do they smile a lot? do they wear a permanent grimace? do they appear friendly? literally write about anything here that doesn't fit into any of the other aforementioned descriptors.

  personality.     On the surface, Cloud Strife presents himself as a hardened warrior, cocky and headstrong, coldhearted and disinterested in anything beyond completing the hired job at hand. He tells others, often dismissively and with snark, that he has no interest in larger causes, such as the plight of the planet, and appears unshaken by the devastation the bombings he helped carry out cause. He is cool-headed, and mostly carries himself as an expert and professional.Beneath the surface, Cloud is socially awkward, being well-intentioned but unsure how to carry himself in conversations, having difficulties to express himself. Many who are close to him begin to see through the cracks in his hardened persona, recognizing he is softer deep down. Through it all, Cloud is steadfastly loyal to his friends, harboring guilt if he feels he has let them down, and strives to be a hero. He is willing to go through any lengths, from fighting off powerful enemies alone, to crossdressing despite the discomfort to don a disguise, to keep them safe. This, too, does not fool some of his friends, who in turn look out for him when they believe he is out of his depth.

  history.     use this section to briefly write about your character's origin story / history, basically anything that contributed to making them who they are in the present day, and the things that affected their journey. briefly talk about their childhood, any developmental arcs, what they're doing in the present, etc. feel free to expand further / add other sections if you have pro lite. i made this dossier shorter than usual to try to accommodate to basic plan users.Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Nunc lobortis mattis aliquam faucibus purus in. Proin sed libero enim sed. Sit amet consectetur adipiscing elit duis tristique sollicitudin. Sed id semper risus in hendrerit. Nullam ac tortor vitae purus faucibus ornare. Id volutpat lacus laoreet non curabitur gravida arcu ac. Nunc sed id semper risus in hendrerit gravida rutrum quisque. Cursus mattis molestie a iaculis at erat pellentesque.   Volutpat ac tincidunt   vitae semper quis lectus nulla at. Praesent elementum facilisis leo vel.

headcanon one. Cloud has very little care for physical touch, whether it be platonic or intimate; he will have an aversion to it. However, it should be noted that just because this is the case, it doesn't mean that once Cloud gets to know someone, he will push them away.
headcanon two. write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything! blah blah blah.
headcanon three. write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything! blah blah blah.

ability one. does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!
ability two. does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!
ability three. does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!

special weapons. do they have any specialized or personalized weapons, or just one they really like?
special items. do they use any other special items? like smoke bombs, poison-coated arrows, etc.
fighting style. what's your character's fighting style like? are they melee? ranged? hybrid? how do they make their job their own?
physical strength. how would you rate their strength out of 1-10? how do they utilize their strength, or work around their lack thereof?

first-aid. this is just an example! but maybe your character has first-aid skills. or not! rate it 1 to 10, maybe!
artistry. maybe your character is an artist on the side, too!
smooth-talker. maybe your character is really good at talking out & diffusing situations, & getting away with it. basically anything that's not related to the other sections can go here.
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write about your character's background here. their past and all that! you can also write about the present! literally any tidbit about lore that you want to share about them, feel free to do so! if you want to separate this section with more subheadings so things like past, present, future, etc (or if you want to make subheadings based on expansion) more clear, you may also do so!Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Vitae ultricies leo integer malesuada nunc. In iaculis nunc sed augue lacus viverra vitae congue eu. Sed risus pretium quam vulputate dignissim suspendisse in est ante. Vitae ultricies leo integer malesuada nunc vel risus.Pretium nibh ipsum consequat nisl. Pharetra convallis posuere morbi leo urna molestie at elementum eu. Consectetur adipiscing elit pellentesque habitant morbi tristique. Fermentum iaculis eu non diam phasellus vestibulum lorem. Vitae tempus quam pellentesque nec nam. Tortor at risus viverra adipiscing. Ut diam quam nulla porttitor massa.Lobortis mattis aliquam faucibus purus in. Ullamcorper a lacus vestibulum sed arcu non odio euismod lacinia. Aliquam ut porttitor leo a. Rhoncus aenean vel elit scelerisque mauris pellentesque pulvinar pellentesque. Quisque egestas diam in arcu cursus euismod quis. Quisque sagittis purus sit amet. Mi in nulla posuere sollicitudin aliquam ultrices sagittis orci. Cras ornare arcu dui vivamus arcu felis bibendum ut. Commodo quis imperdiet massa tincidunt nunc. Eu augue ut lectus arcu bibendum.Elementum tempus egestas sed sed risus pretium. Eget sit amet tellus cras adipiscing enim eu turpis. Sed velit dignissim sodales ut eu sem integer. Arcu vitae elementum curabitur vitae nunc sed velit. Mauris nunc congue nisi vitae suscipit tellus. Gravida dictum fusce ut placerat orci nulla pellentesque dignissim enim. Nulla facilisi nullam vehicula ipsum a. Metus vulputate eu scelerisque felis imperdiet proin.Scelerisque mauris pellentesque pulvinar pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus. Adipiscing elit ut aliquam purus. Est lorem ipsum dolor sit amet consectetur adipiscing elit.

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verse nameagefranchiseavailability
main verse24Final Fantasy VII Advent Childrenopen to all

A mercenary mainly and a courier on the side, after the events of VII and Advent Children, has attempted to try to extend his business. While not one to stay at home for long, he has tried to continue his bonds with the people he cares about, even with the frequent nightmares/headaches he's plagued with..

#verses; default

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modern au21-25none, general modernopen to all

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#verse tag

verse nameagefranchiseavailability
F*ck it, we ball!21Arcane - League of Legendsopen to all

In which Cloud is your resident delivery driver with unknown origins. He settled in Zaun years ago, earning himself a reputation as a delivery boy with the occasional merc business on the side. Carries a large sword on his back that he’s able to wield proficiently, even though he’s scrawny-looking.Cloud cares little for status and what happens in the gangs down in Zaun, but he does keep track of rumors. Most of Cloud’s jobs are odd ones where he ends up having to do fetch quests that end up being more…well, fetch quests. In general, Cloud keeps to himself and says very little while doing his job. He's a mystery among mysteries. Some say he hasn't aged a day since he's been in Zaun; others say he has a bad attitude. The latter was more believable than its upper cousin.Either way the rumor goes, one thing is for sure: Cloud will deliver whatever needs to be done. Whether that be contraband or a cake for somebody's birthday. He's got your back! Probably.

#verses; we ball

muse nameurlbond typeexclusivity status
evangeliquefatewalkrlover / friendmain

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#liightbringr

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sephirothpyramultimuseit's complicatedmain

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#pyramultimuse

muse nameurlbond typeexclusivity status
squall leonhartfrankensteintmfriend / possible lovermain

write our your character's relationship with your rp partner's muse here. short synopsis, or as long as you want. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Vitae ultricies leo integer malesuada nunc. In iaculis nunc sed augue lacus viverra vitae congue eu. Sed risus pretium quam vulputate dignissim suspendisse in est ante. Vitae ultricies leo integer malesuada nunc vel risus.

#frankensteintm

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